Moving along

Today, we were informed by our attorney that the College sent him further information about the hearing on Martin's behalf concerning termination of his employment. Normally, I would be a slathering wreck knowing that things are proceeding, but I have peace, because I have finally learned not to react to such news. Instead, I know to be calm and wait on Heavenly Father. Maybe he wants Martin to work somewhere else. I can't see the future, but I know it will be bright and glorious. It is very harmful to my peace of mind to "what if" everything. I am so glad that I have learned to appreciate each day, and not just "wait on the end" of each event. I am a good one to say, "when this is over, it will be alright." The problems is that while the current trial may be over, the other trials keeps stacking up.

Today, Aunt Cheryl, Nanamee, Little Joe and myself were sitting in the dining room just enjoying each other's company. Suddenly, it seemed as if I were removed from the scene, still there, but somehow, watching us talking and smiling, enjoying Little Joe. I felt the intense feeling of happiness that only comes from being with those you love and appreciate. The blessing of happiness and joy that comes from just tiny every-day events is so incredible. Many times I have been in the same situation, but this time, for a moment, I was able to feel the joy of what is so important.

Moments like this let me know that no matter what the other trials bring, I will still be happy. I will still have joy. Not from material things, but from spiritual things. I don't know if Martin will keep his job, but we will still have everything we need no matter what. If I forget this lesson, I hope that the radiant joy on Little Joe's face, the love and compassion from Eli, the snap and interest from Jacob, and so much more from so many more will remind me not to worry, but to reach out to that which is sure: the love of family, friends and most especially the love of my Savior Jesus Christ and my Heavenly Father.